REMINISCENCE

“Can't you see? She is being right behind me

avoiding the wind and sleeping.

She will wake up as the warm sunshine descends over us.

Just wait a little bit…”

When the winter came

on this coast we had been walking along together the frosty wind and the white waves were just like how they used to be that your bright face chattering by my side which was now nowhere to be found

The winter coast with no one

looked so sorrowful
When we said


"let's be friends" 


through the coast

Hiding behind me away from the wind

 I heard you whispering your tiny wish

 that's forever you want us to always be together

The fierce wave asked me

why i cried alone

and where you had gone

“Can’t you see? She is being right behind me avoiding the wind and sleeping.She will wake up as the warm sunshine descends over us

Just wait a little bit”

At the time i was not able to say that i would never see you again my tears kept falling in a silence

The wind seemed to graze by

telling me 


"you would never find her again"

 telling me 


"no matter wherever you go you would not see her again"

"Where did she go? Speak to me!"

the coast had been chasing to ask me

Eventually just like me, it ended up in tears

With tears of the coast flowing purely

I drew your figure then laid by its side

To do trying i called your name in a hope that you might watch it

I was absolutely in a panicky feeling that it might be dissolved

because the clouds covering the sunshine didn't leave away

The sea without you can only live on tears with the fierce waves resent to me telling that i should not come here without you and i should bring you back

Even it's said that i couldn't see you, i know that pure snowflake softly touching my face is your wet tear and kiss.

The sea without you can only live on tears with the fierce waves resent to me telling that i should not come here without you and i should bring you back...

The Person I Will Love

the person I will love, please look at me
My appearance is different, but the heart is the same
even though I don’t have the courage to face you
please love me, please turn around and look at me

this image is so unfamiliar
because it’s the first time I’m showing myself to you
enduring it alone and holding back
because I know how lonely and difficult it is

it seems to be an excuse that I’m waiting for you
I hate to be burden to you, but I keep holding on to you

the person I will love, please look at me
My appearance is different, but the heart is the same
even though I don’t have the courage to face you
please love me, please turn around and look at me

It seems to be greed that I want to hold you
I try to hide it, but it stays like that

The person I’m waiting for, it is you
I try so hard by myself, but I know it’s a dream
even though I’m too lacking to love you
please love me, turn your head to look at me

I’m afraid that I’ll regret it if I don’t say it
I’d like to take a look at your heart now

the person I will love, please look at me
My appearance is different, but the heart is the same
even though I don’t have the courage to face you
please love me, please turn around and look at me

DAN, KEGALAUAN GUE SAAT INI :

Kapan itu akan terjadi ??

-____-

bacotan ^^

gimana caranya nemuin kebahagiaan di waktu sma kelas 2 ?

gue punya solusinya !!!

• Klo lu punya tugas sekolah yang numpuk ya lu buang tuh satu-satu tugas lu !

• Klo lu punya masalah keluarga, masalah sama temen, sama pacarlah, galau lah, apalah, itu lah, ini lah, gitu lah, ya udah mending lu gitulah 

• Yang penting lu harus !! 

Tapi, itu cuma bacotan gaje gue aja, gue juga gak ngerti apa yang gue post saat ini, so enjoy it aja ya. 

    

semester 3 Senior high school

Hari ini adalah hari terakhir pekan remedial UAS, gue banyak banget mata pelajaran yang kena remed. tapi tetep aja gue keep smile, menghadapi semua cobaan yang telah gue lakukan sendiri. Tanggal 22 desember adalah hari ibu dan gue bakalan ngasih hadiah sebuah rapor ke ibu gue, yang pasti gue berharap jangan ibu gue yang ngambil tu rapor, yang ada malah kasian ibu gue... Gue punya cara-cara untuk menghadapi nilai semester 3 :

1. senyum terus kalo di tanya

2. harus punya muka inosen

3. pura-pura gak denger kalo di tanya (cara lama)

4. bisa mengalihkan pembicaraan dari ngomongin masalah nilai ke masalah liburan.

5. ketika ada pihak ketiga (selain kita dan orang tua kita) yang menyulut tentang pembahasa masalah nilai rapor, ataupun masalah bisa atau tidaknya di terima ke jenjang perkuliahan dengan snmptn, kasih aja dia upil sebelum dia mulai ngomong, lu harus kasih dia upil,inget! kasih dia upil! jadi tuh bibir gak bisa kebuka.

6. kalo ada temen yang pada hari H (hari pembagian rapor) ada yang nanyain tentang keadaan nilai rapor lu di depan orang tua lu.. lu harus waspada sama temen lu, klo gak pasang muka cemberut pas di tanyain gitu, klo gak pura-pura gak denger. mo tau kenapa lu harus waspada terhadap temen lu yang nanyain tentang nilai rapor lu di depan orang tua lu, karena :

1. so pasti gak bakalan ada liburan ! HOLIDAY! gak bakalan ada.

2. lu pasti di panggang kayak ayan bakar, (apa coba)

3. lu pasti di lemparin banyak upil sama orang tua lu

4. lu pasti langsung di ketawain sama orang tua lu di depan umum gara-gara nilai jleb semua

5. lu pasti bakalan menciut

6. lu pasti bakalan jadi cantik

7. lu pasti bakalan jadi ganteng

8. lu pasti bakalan jadi pinter

9. lu pasti bakalan jadi cerdas

10.lu pasti bakalan jadi jenius

pokoknya ini cuma bacotan gue doang , klo tips-tips ini emang manjur, syukurilah kawan :)

kalo ngeliat gambar ini, gue jadi berasa kayak tukeran air liur sama tu merlion :P